You're more than a guy
and this is more than love
the reason that this sky is blue
Sorrow in my soul
because you're gone again
It kills me inside
to know that you're happy with some other girl
I don't wanna do this anymore
I can see myself dying
You might as well take a gun and put it to my head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore

I actually found someone who loves me more than i love him. Sadly it's because i don't love him at all. Sigh...

The happy thing is.... it's exactly two weeks to my birthday!!!! To my friends reading this entry, i really want a bottle of DKNY -Be Delicious or Ralph Lauren-Cool as my birthday present. Hope it's not too much to ask for....haha.

It won't be another lonely Vday after all... In fact I'll be going out with 2 people on that day... haha..just as friends of course....

In just a few days, it's gonna be Valentines' Day.... Another sad and lonely one for me...

I just want someone to treasure me, appreciate me for what I have and love me more than i love him....Is that so hard to find???

Why can't I get what i want???? While others are wrapped around the arms of their loved ones, I will be sulking at home wondering when it will be my turn....